released 23 November 2012
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- Track Name: Intro
- Track Name: Nothing's Over (Featuring Jim Death)
The fog that blocked my sight,
Hid the truth from me (it kept me blind)
The fog kept me lost,
Made me so confused (so i fought)
So I fought my self,
A fight I'd never win
Forced the fog to clear,
And rid it's plague from me.
These doubtful thoughts kept me dazed
Hurt myself, controlled my ways
Took some time to accept this truth
Learned from my past, a man from youth
Used to judge myself
Used to doubt myself
Wouldn't trust myself
Wouldn't love myself (x2)
Now it's clear to me.
Now I finally see.
I need to have my own back, I need trust me
Forget about what I lack, let me be doubt free
Let me hide the thoughts somewhere never to be found
They only held me under and kept me down.
(Sank to the bottom, I thought it must end here)
(I looked back up and saw my limits just disappear)
(Saw my reflection, a strangers face became so clear)
Finally found myself, no more hate, no more fear.
This is not the end, It's a long road from here.
No one has it easy, we all bear a cross.
Many struggles come, life will always cut you short
but it's up to you to persevere through it all
Never give in, never let your self fall.
- Track Name: Dead End
Trapped in the corner with my back against the wall
Fighting off my demons, I swear I'll never fall
To you it may seem futile but to me my life's a mess
Every day is a struggle I'm put to the test.
What will it take to make this go away
Feels like this pain is here to stay
Hoping for the best yet receiving the worst
Why does it seem like I'm so cursed
I lost my hopes and forfeited my dreams
I'm going nowhere is what it seems
I look to the future but I see a lie
Everyday that passes I wait to die
No one to turn to I guess this is it
Looks like I realize I just don't fit
I'm going nowhere what don't you see
I'm destined for failure that's all I'll be.
I trust in little even less in my self
What would life be like if I were someone else.
Thinking of tomorrow never gets me through the day
Looking for the bright side but something's always in the way
This is nothing new rejections a close friend
doubt doubt doubt my life stops dead end.
- Track Name: Self Judgment
This is my court and I'm the judge
You have no jury no room to budge
I hold all the power controlling your fate
Regret what you've done, but its just too late
Remorse is absent, mercy must have slept in
The clock is ticking let the punishment begin
The charges are raised your fear soars higher
Can't defend yourself when you're a liar
Plead your innocence I know what's true
Just give up there's no hope for you
The verdict is reached, and you wish you weren't born
A fate so bad ever death would scorn.
One last look at your face, shocked what do I see
This strangers face looks so familiar, I'm staring back at me.
- Track Name: From Scratch
There's a war inside my head, but who am I against?
It seems to me that I'm only fighting myself
Always regressing, can never get ahead
This battle rages on, i'd leave my self for dead.
Scratching at the surface I can't break through
Losing my strength, how have I sunk this fast?
The pressure is rising, is it worth it anymore?
Betraying myself to settle the score.
Sinking even further now the light is fading out
Helpless and hopeless, I still want to be saved
Maybe I could make it if I didn't hide my doubt
I'm dwelling on the past, on a road that is paved
I'm tired of this doubt always besting of me
The battle's getting old, I'm still the enemy
Is it to late? is there something i don't see?
I won't be the be who destroys me.
Now I've hit the bottom, I don't want this fate
Can't sink any more, I'm at the lowest point of all
Starting from scratch, I'll work my way back up.
There's always a rise after the fall.
I'm fighting off this doubt it wont control me
The battle has reached it's peace, I beat the enemy
I thought it was too late, but now I finally see
I always have the power to control my destiny.